Just Jac
If you know me, you know me. If you don't then you don't =)
What are you doing here if you don't anyway??


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- 1:38 AM
That's if I make it through this weekend that is... *sigh* Feels like I'll never make it to the end of this semester. Although the days fly by, this never ending mountain of homework never seems to get any smaller at all. the minute I get soemthing in, something else is creeping up on me...HELP!!!!!!!!!! And all these people who are grouchy or stressed to breaking point help none. Yesterday night was a blast though. Underlying tension aside, and maybe people hating me a tad bit, I'd still say I had a blast =) good food, fun company, a blast indeed. Definitely more fun than monday's dinner is going to be. I'd pay what I paid last night to have as much fun at monday's dinner... considering I'm not paying heh guess I shouldn't be complaining. So anyway last night at the cheesecake factory, the food was damn good lah and they had so many cheesecakes I had such a hard time deciding on one =P but it was damn good and brought all my leftovers back!!! Seeing as how I paid a bomb for it haha well worth it though. haha and when we had to pay some idiot miscalculated so we were short by quite a bit as usual when a huge bunch of people go out to eat. some idiot always ends up not paying enough and then everyone has to dish out extra...ohhhhhh and we got there at like 7 and we were not seated till like 8.15 maybe so guess what time we finished eating? 10.45!!!! mad right haha and I was supposed to meet someone at 10... LOL oh well. then when I was walking home, I was already on my street and some idiot in a car drives up to me and winds down his window and starts talking to me... i ignored him completely and whipped out my handphone and called someone haha but that was at about 11.30 maybe cuz I went back to the dorms with them. Oh well that will teach me to take the T the next time...
Today wasn't a great day either, completely disappointed my English Professor by failing my WLCE essay hahaha after she raved about my introduction and made the whole class study it too.... how dumb is that sheesh... Can you get any dumber girl???? sad huh? oh well thats life. at least this was a practice. I hope I don't fail the real one even though it doesn't really matter if I do. Its just a chore to re-take over and over again....I didn't do too well for my last HGD paper either... whats happening???? damn my grades are sliding..... better get cracking and stop procrastinating... *SIGH*
- 1:52 AM
Dead tired doesn't even begin to describe what i feel. Will i make it ? Six more days to the end of my semester and then about two a week and a half till I leave. I'm so tired of grumpy people snapping my head off, all of them stressing about things that are due and then rubbing their bad attitude on me. Like who isn't under all the stress that you are under, stop thinking only about yourself for once and start thinking about what others feel lah. Oh, and don't complain about poeple giving you attitude when the one who actually needs the attitude change is YOU! Stop drinking, when you know you're gonna be sick the next two days and get your own damn act together before you criticize others...
It's funny how people change. change completely, either that or I never truley knew them. Some how I find people here so superficial. All their thoughts, actions, and words only center around them. Change is good when it's going your way but then people usually don't change the way you want them to. And you're supposed to love them for who they are not what you want them to be, but it's so damn hard. I need to go home. Escape from all this crazyness. I thank my mum for being smart and getting me my own room to hide in, away from the world that i live in here. It's funny how we always realize things in hindsight but then never stop to thank people for anything ... I am totally rambling here haha not making any sense whatsoever just jumping from topic to topic. Oh well, enough procrastination for now I guess. Back to the crazy world of work.
- 10:54 PM

All time favorite =) 
- 9:09 PM
But too damn much of it just makes you feel sick =) hahaha i ate enough chocolate today to last me a life time man...but thats probably not gonna stop me from eating it tomorrow or the day after for that matter so that shows you how much will power i've got =P Anyway longest day of the week today... go to school at 9 and don't get back till 8! Not fun!!! But i got many many emails today from people I miss greatly so I guess it wasnt such a bad day after all huh? Wasted two hours of my life doing absolutely nothing in math study group while everyone worked on their stuff and they were making way too much noise i just couldnt think so i just sat there pretty much doing anything but thinking up my part of the story that we are supposed to be making. It's so darn time consuming!!! instead of a final and a test on the chaper that we usually have, my stupid math prof took away those and is making us make a childrens book about geometry. Granted it will be damn useful in the future and its fun to make i so rather be taking a test and doing a final cuz then i wouldnt be wasting my time trying to be creative...which so totally does not come naturally to me like it does to some others... It's a real fun idea to make a book but give me only one week to do it??? haha even if you gave me a month i wouldn't start till the day before so i guess that doesnt matter haha but thanks to some people my group is extra big and so we are required to do extra work... dunno lah doesnt matter anyway. oh and i found out today after comparing with several sections of math that we are doing almost double their work load cuz they either have a final to do, a project or a portfolio. guess what we have the damn book to make and on top of that have to do a portfolio and a math glossary... how totally stupid is that. I'd rather just have the final cuz the math class i am taking is basically about concepts and processes which is pretty much explaining how basic math works so we can teach it later on. So the final would have been a peice if cake... but no no no she has to give us something that i will have to spend my nights doing... BAH oh well at least it will be fun and i dont really have to use my brain =P after all we all know that i don't need sleep... last night i tried to sleep early. went to bed at like midnight couldn't fall asleep at all!!! stared at the ceiling till two am maybe 2.30... how stupid haha today i am not even gonna bother. i'll just do work till i am tired. talk about waste of life man heh oh.... talking about wasting my life, my stupid kor sends me this list of stuff that he wants from here, and then today he sends me another list telling me he has changed some items on that list... GRRRR he didnt even pay me for the stuff i brought back for him the last time!!!!!!!!!! He owes me big time man but hell i miss him =) and his NONSENSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha sigh shall go add/delete stuff to his list and then get cracking on the book and the whole lot of other rubbish that i have to do... BAH however invented homework and assignments needs to be shot.
- 5:15 PM
My weekend was a blast! Friday after class, i went to see my student advisor to tell her i changed my class for next semester and you know what? after i was done she asked if i was gonna spend the weekend getting some work done and i was like "no way! weekends are for partying!!" haha then i told her about the theory i had that if you dont have fun on the weekends the week just feels extra long and she laughed at me and told me not to complain when i see her next week =) nice lady, love her to bits heh
Anyway so friday we went to see our lousy softball team play two games and as usual they lost but i wasn't so into the game. it was more the being psyched up for it. LOL We painted our faces and made signs like mad people =) my face just had WC on it but tina did hers all blue with yellow paw prints and some other yellow smudges that was supposed to mean something heh and when we got there we watched the first game while waiting for hotchocolate and blankets to arrive cuz it was so damn cold but by the second game, we were all so bored that we went to talk to brian. He was funny as usual and mad us "pianted faces" pose so he could take shots and then I was eating cookies so he asked if i would put them in my eyes and pose so he could take a pic. . .. i was like "no way in hell hahaha why dont you pose and i take the photo?" LOL so thats what we did. and then he got one of me and tina sitting on top of erin cuz she wouldn't share the balnket =P but i wasn't looking. After sitting there and freezing our asses cheering Lou on, i decided that it was time to go hunt for a bathroom so i went back to the dorms and borrowed a sweatshirt while i was at it and then on the way back Lou's lil sis, Emily who was with her mum in the car stopped me and asked me to stay with them for a bit. Emily is the most adorable 3 yr old ever but she is also damn naughty. whenever she doesnt get her way she throws a crying fit man. Anyway I brought emily to go see this huge doggie that was watching the game too heh and she was very cutely feeding it grass heh lol it was huge !!! close to three times the size of Cookie!! Anyway after the game it was about nine plus so we headed back to the dorms and we watched oceans 11 and i crashed at tina and erin's.
Yesterday night this whole bunch of us went to some dinner to raise funds for the breast cancer foundation. iw was five bucks to get it so we thought might as well since it was for a good cause hahaha it was damn boring lah nothing out of the ordinary but on our way back, just as we were getting onto the train, this guy pops out from the side and makes this loud noise. Poor Helenia get a damn big shock man lol and we were all laughing at her haha but they were stupid kids lah after they got off the train they started banging on it from the outside. and then they walked off and the train started moving and they banged it again as we went by. stupid high school kids were what they are. And then they went back to school while i went home and i sat behind this girl who had a head of half blond and half purple/reddish hair..... how werid is that and the guy she was with had nice straight long hair. weird couple anyway got back and watched Pirates of the Caribbean and then went to bed. cute show better than flight of the Phoenix which is what i watched before i went for the dinner. Anyway i went to sleep and dreamed that Wei had dyed his hair red/brown haha stupid and Ann did it for him. . . and then when i told him it was damn ugly he said something like so says the one who's hair is so brown... but i've never dyed my ahir before so i dont know what he was talking about .
Anyway today i slept till like ten cuz it wasnt early when i came home and then i watched Pirates of the Caribbean so it was even later after but then i woke up and went to mass, then had a banana split for lunch...yum!!!!!!!!!! and then caught the Interpreter with gen and then after we went to bed, bath and beyond to look around cuz we had like discount coupons and then went grocery shopping and came home. tired but not sleepy and have to get at least some work done heh guess i shall get cracking then BAH..... it will all be over soon


- 2:23 AM
I would call myself mad since i think blogs are so damn stupid =P Cannot believe i just started one LOL anyway two more weeks... does anyone think i can make it??? Hell it will be two weeks of hell when i actually get down to doing all the stupid stuff thats due man. For every class that I take something major like a huge final paper or a final project is due at the end of the semester, some classes both are due.... how lah I have yet to start on any of it =P PROCRASTINATION at it's height yet again!!!!! Anyway I'm missing everyone back home today all thanks to a very unfortunate sms that i recieved during sociology today hahaha how smelly! so when i came home i started emailing people but as usual one out of the five people emailed will reply so there... anyway this being the first post i will keep it short seeing as how its almost midnight and i also have homework to do for tomorrow!! oh well... haha i am terrible man but i have to give credit to myself for having started on my psych presentation.. =) only reason i started was cuz i am doing it with someone and i met up with her today hahaha anyway not missing people so much anymore but i still miss them like hell =P

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