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CAKE, COOKIES, Or ICE-CREAM? HARD CHOICE!!
Anyway...Cake in ice-cream? or ice-cream in cake? which is better? the junkeroo monster will answer that =) both are to die for but cake in ice-cream's better than ice-cream cake =)
Opps I forgot chocolate but then I think I won't die without it. Granted it makes people happy but I'll take ice-CREAM over chocolate anyday.
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Just Jac
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005
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10:42 PM
So today is Tuesday and Faithy is back on THURSDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! Two more days YAY!!! Anyway let me get back to my friday, so i got dragged outta bed to go for mass and join the SIBC. . . for breakfast, after which they spent an eternity there talking, i got dropped off at BBDC and I went for my two lessons. The instructor was dman entertaining lah so it wasn't that bad. And then in between the lessons and my basic thoery evaluation I saw a glimpse of what looked like Joan but I was almost late for the evaluation so I had to rush off anyway took the evalutaion and passed so now my basic theory is scheduled for mid june. couldnt take it any earlier. Anyway after that I met Gouting. wahlau that guy is damn fricking entertaining lah =P more so than the driving instructor haha and I wasn't there by force heh so it was double the fun. Anyway talked for an eternity about everything under the sun. Nice guy. Then went to meet Denise, Cheryl. and Chrystal. Decided to go Marche for dinner and then waited an eternity for Phyllicia but we had a good time catching up and all. After dinner, denise and chrystal took off and we hung out talking somemore! Phylli is the best I swear!!
Anyway that was about it, my saturday was the usual wake up late, ended up going to Queensway with kor and huiwen and then walked around but didn't find anything. got dropped off at orchard where I met Yao and Clara and we went to eat at sushi and on our way out I spotted Char hahaha we stood there talking for a good half an hour man hahaha just outside hereen. But not like we could go anywhere anyway cuz it was pouring cats and dogs. We also met this girl who is a few years our junior and for the life of us all of us don't know her name hahaha all of us call her flying pig... . lol anyway we took pictures that I have to get from Clara =P oh and then I hung out with Clara and Yao and they walked me to Plaza sing where i caught Kingdom of Heaven with my smelly family!Sunday wasn't much. church, lil rock, oh and then Andrew asks me to go attend mass with him again. . . we didnt do much after, just hung around to talk. Poor kid's having probs poor thing ... anyway after that I didn't do anything the whole damn day hahaha Din called and even he could tell over a five second call that I was dead bored man.Monday ws a public hol. Had lunch with this whole group of people that we are going to Medjugore with cuz the guy who is doing our visa's came down to interview us. Nice guy despite what mum said about his fussiness about accommodation. After that manges called me(which I presumed that she was done seeing as how I told her to call me after I she was done!) and I asked her if she wanted to come over or if she wanted me to go to orchard. She said she wanted me to come which reinforced my thinking that she was done cuz why the hell would anyone ask you to come down if they were already with people you didnt know. . . so anyway i went down and called her to find out where she was and she told me that she wasn't done yet. . . so I asked her if I came down all the way just to get my clothes. . . walked to cine and saw gayu and bitched for like five secs before I got my clothes from Manges and walked off. . Went home and found out the clothes were not even washed. . . Tell me girls don't go beyond retarded. . . anyway dont know what I did with the rest of my monday but today I went back to CK to relief and that was something to do with my mornings at least. Going back again tomorrow and Faithy comes back day after =P anyway went to GWC with pap and have a lunch date with him tmr heh after CK =) tired and need sleep so i am off
Sunday, May 22, 2005
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11:25 PM
With a blink of the eye, another five days has pass me by again. How fast time flies, it feels like it was just yesterday that I came back. Wednesday I got dragged out of bed at like 8.30 I think cuz Wei and huiwen were going down to ballot for their flat and I don't know why in the world they wanted me to go but in the end they didn't even get it haha anyway we went for breakfast after and then he brought me to the driving center in JURONG!!!!! to apply for stuff and we spent an eternity there were he had fun making fun of me! anyway then he dropped me off at orchard where I met Denise and Amazingly Gayu was on time. We were sitting at coffee club having lunch and pretty much catching up when Manges sms's me to ask what I am up to cuz she skipped work so I told her to join us and made a comment that it would take her two hours to come down. I was cloes enough. She took one and a half. Anyway we got bored with orchard and so went to bugis but there wasn't much there either except sitting and talking. It wasn't the greatest =P but yeah. Manges ended up coming home with me and she stayed over and we had some good catching up. Half of which I spent stressing over pushing back my saturday outing that me and Denise didn't want to go to cuz faith isn't back yet hahaha I felt quite bad cuz we very last minute asked if we could push it back a week and it kinda screwed up Din's plans! I AM SORRY!!! but it wasn't much to him and he almost pulled some other crap on me again but he decided to be nice and not this time. Anyway Manges is mad to think I've got any sort of feelings for him lah cuz I don't. Anyway we both had to get up early cuz she had to go to work and I had to drag my ass back to bukit batok! Spent more than an hour on the damn train cuz I was retarded and took it from orchard!!! was late for the first lesson and it was damn boring anyway haha and almost died during the second even though the instructor really reminded me of gouting lol he was damn funny and quite entertaining but that didn't take away the boring factor!!! I remember wasting another hour of my life on the damn train cuz I didnt know the faster route home then but I'm not sure what I did after. oh seeing as how I was there till some time in the afternoon I guess there wasnt much of my day left lol. Anyway I shall stop at thursday ffor now and continue the other days some other time.
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10:19 PM

They fall under the category of "The Two Loves of my Life" =)
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
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9:36 PM
Haven't been here in awhile. Heh sorry! seeing as how five days fly by when you have people all around you =P what did I do when I got back? oh ... thursday Kor took leave to fetch me... but as soon as the afternoon rolls in, dad flies off to Manila, mum went to a funeral and kor went to play tennis so poor old me was left all alone at home on the first day home with nothing to do.... so nicollette asked if I wanted to watch Harry Potter with her so thats what we did..Oh wait, if I am not wrong we went to Newton to eat! Good stuff man my first dinner in Sg was shiok.
Friday I went to Cherrybrook to mess around and say hi to everyone. that wasn't bad Ashley was so cute, she said, "Miss Jac, I miss you, I love you, I want to marry you!" hahah that cutie. I asked her if she was sure and she had the maturity to see the humor in that and so started laughing hahaha. It was so damn hot that when I came home I wanted to swim but didn't in the end. Oh Gouting came over to get his Cds and he stayed for awhile to chat, and got chased away when his car was blocking my mum's when she came back, cuz he was right smack in the gate way lol. That guy's damn entertaining lah haha need to meet up with him for coffee of something man. Anyway after that Pap wanted to walk Cookie and so I went with him but I couldn't find my shoes so I grabbed this really old pair. Sheesh you know what happened... when we got to the main road I found out that my shoe was disintegrating... cuz it was too old and hadn't been used in a really long time haha so I had to go back and it was seriously falling apart on my way back man haahahaha how totoally stupid lol. When I got back I went on a hunt for my sports shoes but I couldn't find them so I decided that since I was already so hot and sweaty I might as well swim. So thats what I did. We ate dinner at home and then somehow I don't remember what I did after dinner but I prolly went to sleep hahaha.
Anyway Saturday wasn't bad. went to orchard to hunt for a present for Kim. Gave up in the end and ended up getting her a stuffed lion. How stupid a present is that for a 19 year old. SHIT!!! just lost every damn thing i typed after this. Shall post this first and retype the rest later...BAH
Back after Putting on a VCD on cooking for Ning heh anyway let me get back to my saturday.So anyway we went to Cafe Iguana for dinner and had like 8 margaritas and 2 shots and then we sat there playing all these logic games hahaha it wasn't too bad and the company was good. then we went old bar and we had vodka OJ, cranberry and redbull, and then Kim had a birthday shot that was damn fricking cool. It was lit and poured down this bottle and it collects in two cups at the bottom which she has to drink using a straw. hahaha she couldnt walk after that but its damn cool to see the whole thing flaming man. Left old bar at about two plus and had to drag myself outta bed at like 7 the next day....Kept waking up to go to the bathroom not fun, but other than not enough sleep, i survived =)
Sunday was nothing much, church, lunch, oh we went to botanics in the evening to listen to the SCO. that was boring. We brought Cookie and she was drooling all over the place...gross. Monday, went out for lunch with my parents and then met DENISE!!!!!!!!! we watched house of wax. not the greatest and not even scary haha the best part was when Paris Hilton died hahaha. anyway hung out with denise and went to eat dinner at Marche and that girls fashion sense is seriously weird now lol everything she showed me I was like uh........ =P haha anyway love that girl to bits. prolly seeing her tomorrow and on sat as well. My bumming buddy seeing as how both of us don't have jobs lol and are free to do anything =)
Today woke up damn late all thanks to Din who kept talking and talking and talking. . . till like 1.30 last night. well anyway I prolly won 5 shots and saved myself 25 bucks so I ain't complaining *grinz* but we won't know for sure till Sat so I will just keep my fingers crossed lol. Went for lunch with Paps and then went with mum to choose a frame for her new specs. She took forever so me and babe went in search of food. Ended up at forum Macs heh. came home and went to sleep. mwhahahaha nothing much else for the day but I dunno how I am gonna sleep tonight. Have to find someone to bug =) First I shall go bug my mummy before she sleeps =P outta here
Sunday, May 08, 2005
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2:55 AM
I need to turn back time!!! I am in sooo much trouble! There is so much to do and absolutley not enough time at all. How do I sit here and blab while time ticks on and moves constantly passing me by? I need a break, my inspiration has run dry.. nothing comes to mind. I don't know how to continue my essay... especially for math... I find ti extremely difficult to put math thoughts into words. One of the hardest things I have been struggling with this year. Good thing it is over. Anyway apart from the one I am working on, I still have one more Math essay to write, but thats easy, it will be more of a reflection on the past and future than what I am having to churn up now. After that I still have a sociology paper to turn in before I leave. That was scheduled to be done over the weekend, but did it happen? NO! what's new... procrastination at it's height yet again. Someone remove the spirit of procrastination from me I am begging... it would do me a whole load of good, especially NOW! Cleaning the house, and laundry need to be done, on top of packing all this junk I am supposed to be bringing home for the rest of the world... How will I ever get everything in? and manage all that stuff? If only i had a traveling companion. Makes everything all less lonely and less scary. Someone to lean on even though if you had that someone you wouldn't necessarily depend on them for anything at all... Just knowing someone is there would be a comfort. Better than being all alone in a strange world and only one way to go. Alright ... enough crap shall get cracking again
Thursday, May 05, 2005
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1:01 PM

Cuties
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
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5:13 PM
Man it seriously felt like this day would never come man phew... a week from now, hopefully I will be on a plane making my way back to my beloved family that I miss so damn much =) anyway monday and tuesday were long days, they usually are but add the work load I had and the no sleep two consecutive days and it's not amazing what I did today lol *grinz* but let me start with yesterday, rather monday. Monday I had my english compliation due. its like this big end of the year essay where an assignment is given and you basically have to compile ever damn thing you have done in that semester and incorprate it into one essay. or a bit from everything that you have done. something like that lah. Monday, this math book for children was also due. and as i mentioned before I had so much work to do on that it wasn't much of a group thing. tuesdday I had my final psych paper due and that again is another paper where we put together half of the years work, analyse it and then write this super long paper on it again. was too damn tired to do it monday night so i woke up at like 5 am to do it. after my class tuesday, I had to babysit. brought the kids to a friends place and while I was watching them play I fell asleep...haha so when the mother of the other kids walked in she went "you have a very tired babysitter..." and then when I finally got home, I fell asleep infront of the tv again hahaha when I fnally went to bed it was about 1 plus and I didnt wake up for good till 3.30 pm LOL I woke up several times, looked at the clock and went back to sleep. I think I woke up at 9.30, 10.00, 12.15 (noticed that I was already 15 minutes late for a meeting, so i went back to sleep ) and finally 3.30 *grinz* about that meeting, was supposed to meet with my professor but I was already late and so there was no point of dragging myself out of bed hahaa what a lazy pig, I know. but can you blame me? I was so exhausted! phew thank god it's over man seriously. Now as shaun would say, I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. I am just not quite out of the tunnel yet =) so that's how I spent my first day of FREEDOM... being a total and utter pig. If you ask me, I think it was a day well deserved and a day well spent =P
Monday, May 02, 2005
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8:29 AM
Man I could be sleeping for almost an hour more... but oh well since I am already up, nothing to it. It's way too early a start though especially on a monday, on top of that, I got a psych paper due tomorrow. Huge one too but i haven't started yet...haha that's the last thing due before my sem ends (which it does tomorrow) So glad to have gotten to major assignments out of the way. THe children's book is due today at 11.30 but is it done yet? Nope haha stupid people gave me the wrong information and we planned to meet yesterday but then nothing was open so we couldn't laminate it and bind it. SO guess who is doing it today inbetween classes? amazingly its always the same people who take charge and the same people who use their initiative man... sadly like laureen says there will always be free-loaders but thats too kind a term to give them. They are more like leeches. THey stick to you, get all your good grades, and then when your out of energy they drop off, full of your blood. That's what they are. Some don't even put it a quarter as much effort as the least hard working person in the group. The book seriously should be graded both on group and individual effort if it were up to me man. Oh well all i can hope for is that these idiots don't pull my final grade down thanks to the stupidity. ANyway enough said about idoicy. I got played out again... Laureen Lim should be shot everytime she plays someone out and then she would wish she were a cat with 9 lives!!! GRRRRRRRrrrrrrr so she told me that she could come back before the 17 and so i told her to try and come with us on holiday. She gets me all excited, gets my hopes up and then later her mum says its too rushed for time and mahfan so she cannot. I totoally understand cuz I knew how much I was asking even before I asked. But she could remain negative on her part right... haha I'm asking the impossible LOL we both know that *grinz* love you anyway girl =) Hell I miss that girl man. her and all her nonsense sigh... she just created another extra 10 day span before we meet again... but at least she is coming back *the widest grin you can ever imagine* So if i could get this day over and done with as soon as possible, I would if I could. haha to explain the sudden change in topic, I am ranting about how much crap I have to do today, and how stupid some poeple can get, to other people that's why the sudden change in topic. OH MAN... I cannot wait to be free of all the crap =) individuality is the best way to go here man you so cannot depend on these stupid superficial poeple. If they are close than you might be able to excuse them once or twice, but some are such a turn off in their ways that you totally want to just steer clear of them man. Its funny how in my group, the one who is the most annoying, and who everyone cannot stand is actually one of the few whom i can actually count on. Good thing I don't dislike her as much as so many of the others do. Cuz seriously once you look at them, in a way she is sooooooooo much better than the imbeciles that they are. Anyway enough about stupid people =) I need to get ready for school sigh
Sunday, May 01, 2005
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12:43 AM
Here I sit talking to people about nothing in general when in fact I should be doing the work that's due after the weekend is up. I've prolly said this a million times already but cuz the semester is ending a million things are due. Today sat down and completed two pages for my stupid geometry book but it's not even half way done, and I think I ain't gonna be done tomorrow by five... if i continue talking. Sadly, knowing this, it still isnt gonna prevent me from chatting away instead of getting down to work. Anyway there is absolutely nothing yummy to eat in this house man. But then that might be a good thing, since I am constantly eating nonstop. sigh ... how will I live without junk when I go back? heh food isn't as accesible at home too hahaha and there is never anything to eat anyway cuz food in the house doesn't last long with all the pigs back home =) Miss them to death though haha I need fun, laughter, no peace and joy that they provide heh. HOME, in ten days here I come!!!! That is if and only if I can make it through the next ten days sigh. really feels like an eternity away. Anyway for some weird gross reason, my toenail that was like blue black is now on the verge of dropping off. Pap says its cuz there is another nail growing under it but lets hope it's nothing as gross as Ben's man sheeesh haha that kid's damn poor thing. And damn goondu too while I am at it hahaha going to see them sooon my gosh CAN'T WAIT!! Alright I need to stop crapping and get down to work...
Just Jac