Here I sit watching the clock tick by as time passes, wasting my life away, unable to bring back the seconds that tick by, on and on and on. They keep moving, stopping for no one, waiting for no one. Too tired to start what’s due for Monday, too tired to hang out at Axis. Told the gang I’ll join them next week when I’ve got everything under control and my body doesn’t feel like its shutting down on me.

Time is a steady, time is constant. No matter how fast you want it to go, it pleases no one. No matter how short of time you are, it ticks by constantly stopping for no one, waiting for no one. Was it just yesterday I was at the airport coming back here to a fun filled year ahead of me? It was four months ago! My excitement builds as the suitcases lie on the floor, open, waiting to be filled. Yet, looking at the work pile up on my table, everything due before I can start filling those suitcases, I say “Take your own sweet time, Time!” Don’t fly by before a wink of an eye, or so my practical mind hopes. But what my heart urges, is that time blows by like a gust of wind and takes up everything with it. Travels miles and then slowly the dust settles. What you want is never what you can have now is it?

Come Tomorrow that is…and I am outta this hell hole. Granted it’s only a hell hole before the semester ends. So for the 16 more days of classes that I have, I have something due everyday that I go to school. Being the slacker that I am, I only go for classes Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays, so it’s not as much as compared to a five day week.

Anyway, for the first time in my life (I think) I did homework on a Friday night. Haha we have to come up with this Math game for young children. So me and this other girl named Laura did a board game. Hell that girl’s nerdy-ness is rubbing off on me man. Or rather because of her it was done yesterday and not Sunday night (night before its due). Its very nice and pretty cuz we made it super colorful =)Now that I have that out of the way I need to work on my lab report that is due Monday too. Welcome to my life of no rest for the wicked, or should I say “No rest for the procrastinator” =P

Anyway why is it “paradise” isn’t what we dream of it being? Something to think about while I slog away =) TWENTY MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So a month before I leave, I decide to do some major cleaning of my room haha oh well It’s got a month to get dirty and then 4 to collect dust and then I’ll do major cleaning again when I come back for fall semester. Anyway so I swept, vacuumed, and mopped and after that my room stank of the floor cleaner so I sprayed my maple sugar air freshener and now I am sitting in maple sugary goodness. If only it were baking smells and then I would have something to eat =P Maybe it’s a good thing it isn’t baking smells haha

Anyway spent the weekend in New Hampshire (no Denise, it isn’t in England haha funny girl) which is the next state over from Massachusetts. Didn’t buy much but bought stuff for the people back home. Apart from sleeping on a very hard floor for two nights, it wasn’t too bad. Came back to nice spring weather, but haven’t hit the gym since I left on Friday. Bah…

Ladedadeda I cannot wait for this month to fly by, granted I hate it when the semester comes to an end cuz everything is due I AM GOING SKIING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mwhahahahha dumped all my mothers nonsense in the small suitcase already plus all these pairs of shoes that other people have ordered me to bring back. I AM EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) and that’s that.

So today was a LONG day… it started with 9 am babysitting. When I got there my ducky was sleeping and the kids were watching tv so nothing much till they left to go check out their new house so I had a good two hours with nothing to do. And then when my ducky woke up we went for a walk and then after that I fed him lunch and let him play around in the kitchen. That kid is seriously naughty man. He has started climbing everywhere and he is capable of going down stairs now so he is seriously EVERYWHERE on top of tables, up the stairs, and then when you take him away from something he isn’t supposed to be doing, previously he didn’t remember that he was doing something, but now he does so he happily screams and wriggles to get out of my grip.

So anyway nothing much happened till the family returned and after eating lunch, the two boys were messing around with each other and Charlie was piggy backing Jimmy and when I turned around they were both on the floor and Jimmy starts screaming his lungs out. Hit his lip on the ground when Charlie fell. . . and that kid never listens to me so he refused to drink water and the blood panicked him even more but I got him to drink some anyway and off he went to whine to mum and dad even though he was fine already. He was pretty much a brat after that when they went jogging, with Charlie on a bike, Jimmy wanted to do the same but he was incapable of keeping up, so daddy picked him of his tricycle and dumped him in the jogging stroller and I could hear him all the way down the road haha.

So when they came back I took a break and went down to Payless near by to get Cheryl’s shoes. Day before, I went down town to look and they had this black pair she wanted but not the white one, so I decided to check the store that is nearer my place today. I walk in and find out that they have the white pair in the exact size she wants, but NO BLACK PAIR!!!! Hell I almost flipped out haha so I had to go back down town to get the black one and it was no trouble except the super extremely long train ride and I was falling asleep on the train too =P

So after I got the shoes I headed back to babysit and nothing much happened except for my naughty ducky being a rascal but nothing new there. The other two were watching tv after dinner and then I made a deal with them so turning off the tv wasn’t a war zone tonight. Jimmy is damn cute lah granted the brat he is most of the time, I keep forgetting how young he is, practically just a baby himself. So after reading him a long story (cuz most school nights I tell him to pick out a short one, tonight he asked if he could have a LONG one), which apparently is his favorite, cuz he couldn’t decide which story he wanted, so I asked which one was his favorite and he picked out this one. It’s about a bull and for the life of me I can’t remember his name, but anyway so I read it to him and it isn’t really long, its just a lot of pages and very little words but the thickness makes it seem long to him. Cutie, anyway so I’m done reading and then I say goodnight to him and tuck him in and then I stand up say goodnight to both of them and am about to walk out of the room when Jimmy goes “you forgot my goodnight kiss” CUTIEEEE and sometimes I give him one sometimes I don’t its not like I do it on a regular basis. He is damn cute lah really just a baby. I’ll have to remember that the next time he makes my blood boil. =)

And then I came home and decided that I AM GOING SKIING!!!!!!!=) oh hell now I really do have something to look forward to OH YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Screw this shit and the last month I have to slog through I AM GOING SKIING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!